sooo, yeah. im kinda failing bftroa (or whatever, haha), so maybe it should be blog more often always? good plan.
there are a few things i want to do more of, writing wise, lately.

• write in blog more often (ie about 3 times a week)
• write in my diary almost everyday (ie about 5-6 times a week)
• try and sit down and WRITE, about once a week.
• oh i also want to do more photography/filming but that doesnt come under writing. i guess im just a rebel.
• oh and i want to draw more so im not like the worst in art next yeah but ok whatever

ive been thinking lately, writing would be my DREAM JOB. i want to do english lit/creative writing at uni. i dont really think im good enough, but they say the best thing your can do is just practice, right?

but at the same time, theres a few things i need/want to do tonight:

• finish this blog post
• (almost) finish my friend's birthday scrapbook for this weekend!
• practice guitar
• go on wii step
• write in my diary?
• go to bed early, cause for the naxt three nights ill either be pulling all nighters (saturday) or ot getting home until about 11 (friday and thursday)

so i bet that was a life changing update for ya, huh? im so glad.

(maybe) see you tomorrow!

BTROA

whenever i think to myself, 'wow, i should get back into blogging/writing a diary/making videos' i sit down with the needed equipment and then, usually, i draw a blank. i mean, what the fuck am i supposed to write/talk about? my life isnt THAT exciting, in fact i think it's pretty sub standard. i spend most of my time being irritated at various people for being insanely irritating (wow, i sound stuck up, but i just KNOW you do it too!) and i cant wait to grow up, and leave the town i live in. but ive decided, even if i cant make good youtube videos, i CAN still blog, and write in my diary. im GOING to do it.
which is why, i present to you: Blog The Rest Of August.
So, at this moment in time, i'm watching The Stepford Wives, before that i watched 16 Wishes on disney channel, i don't know, i thought it was rather good. i don't know about The Stepford Wives though, but i just started it. i think it will perk up soon. i also have The Notebook taped, which is on my list of movies i want to see, because, well, it's one of those obligatory ones everyone else seems to have seen. like Mean Girls, or Titanic. (Titanic's on my list too) i'm drinking flat Diet Coke, because there was an abundance of half drunk cans in the fridge. i'm encouraging myself not to send a potentially bitchy (about someone else) text to my friend, because i want to be a nicer person, etc.
well, i think that's about it. i might take a break from the movie, and play Toy Story 3.
See you tomorrow :)

Days until i go on holiday: 39

i start off this entry with a quote:
Me: Bitch pick up your rubbish! people like you are killing the planet!
Her: do you know who's killing the planet? HITLER.

so, things, in a LIST. because i'm, yknow, SO original.
1) it's the holidays next week!!! YUS SUMMER! loljk i live in the southern hemisphere. so its freezing. actually, it's quite warm, as winter goes, but still not much good for activities!
2) Since it's almost the end of term, i have assesments galore! YUS. i have tests in Maths (quadratics), Science (electricity), English (book fake commercial thing) aaand Drama. i'm alright with pretty much everything EXCEPT Drama.
3) it's a group thing and we are SO not prepared. ARRRGHHH!!!! i mean, i dont really mind, since its really easy to pass in drama and thats really all i care about. i am definitely not taking drama next year, i mean i took it for a fun subject and its just stresssss! gah! anyway, we have to basically get a poem and recite it or take a line or some lines in it and put them in your drama sometime. or you can even take a theme, so you can pretty much do whatever you want, which makes it EXTREMELY hard. so we're doing this thing about a girl with multiple personalities aaaand one persons being happy, one sad, one guilty. and weve practised literally once. so itll probably suck but oh well!
well, i need to go, practice lines, practice lines, etc!

MY LIFE

i am:

• a hipster
• a tumblr addict
• an inequality hater
• freezing
• a mac person
• a fur-eak
• downloading 'if i had you' by Adam Lambert

speaking of Adam Lambert am i crayzey for thinking he's qt? probably but i think he's hawttie. 

NOICE!

ahhhh we're (we being me and nicky) are watching i'm in the band and the song is called got no class. NOT LIKE ME BECAUSE IM SUPER CLASSY OK.

ok now, because i'm very giving, i shall give you lulz of the day:

video:

Photo:

Rules: 
*Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions. 
*Post the first definition it gives you. (um... how about I pick one?)

1. Your name: Rebecca

The name Rebecca origionated from the daughter of Goddess of Beauty! She wanted to bring one and only beauty to brighten the world and she decided to name her REBECCA, the Shining Star!

While the Goddess was looking in the sky with her Handsome Husband, she saw the name REBECCA Glowing in the SKY!

*~*KEWL*~*

2. Your age?  14

The age of sexual consent in CANADA. When you turn 14 you can be fucked.

ME: Now that you're 14 we can FUCK!
HER: *SLAP*

3. One of your friends? Esme

Esme is ushally very pretty, sweet, and really popular. She has a unique attitude that is loved by everyone. She has a very cool and laided back outfits. When she talks on AIM or Myspace/Facebook It sometimes looks like this: " Omg! Hi I lovve what yerr wearing today =) It was supper de duper cutte!" ( the double letters are intented) But other wise she is ushally Envied by everyone. And she is crazy and fun and sweet. " Woah, I love esme."

4. What should you be doing? Science Fair

A four letter word: HELL.

Writing that research paper for the science fair was a living hell.

PREACH

5. Favorite color? Red

Flavor of kool-aid to a black person.

Mom: Ey hunnah! I'm hittin' up the local Safeway. Does yo bitch ass need anythin!?
Son: Yeah git me some kool-aid bitch!
Mom: What flava?!
Son: red!

What the hell is kool-aid..?

6. Birthplace? New Zealand

A beautiful country in the South Pacific, approximately 2200kms South-east of the East coast of Australia. Population: 4 million (as of April 28th, 2003). Advantages: Strong democracy under a proportional voting system; it's not Australia; moderate climate - neither too hot, nor too cold. Beautiful young women and handsome blokes in abundance: healthy indoors / outdoors lifestyle year-round. Disadvantages: Only 2200kms from Australia.

You can't go to heaven until you've checked out New Zealand first.

7. Month of your birth? February

February is the best month of the year. Its still nice and cold and snowy, but you know that spring is just around the corner if you're tired of all the bad weather. February is also the most unique month. 28 days long,(unless its every four years on a 'leap' year) Valentines Day is also in February. (the fourteenth)It's a fun holiday named after St. Valentine, and it's for cute happy couples. Many single or unhappy peope celebrate the anti Valentines day, ie. Singles Awareness Day. People born in February are without a doubt the Cutest, Smartest, and Funniest set of people. If you are born after the 20th, you are also a Pisces. This is the best Zodiac sign.

"Kristy is so cute! Shes nice too! How did she get so purfect and talented?"
"She was born in February"
"OF COURSE! THAT MUST BE IT"

"Eight days till march!"
"No. Nine days till march."
"*shakes head* Silly- this year is a leap year!"
"ahhhhhhh" 

so, i've made up my mind.
i'm going to write a blog post. i think i need to be all OHAI DIZZ B3 M3 LULZ! but oh well. my name's rebecca, and this is my blog. i'm a teenager, so tis blog will probably be a big heap of angst. i can't help it, im sorry. my life isnt as such exciting... right now anyway, i hope sometime, someday it'll be a thrilling, laugh a minute type deal. right now it's about a laugh a 30 minutes, which is still pretty good. i go to an all girls school where most of the girls are bitches so i dont exactly do many exciting things unfortunately. if you know me in real life, please dont read this. this blog is for complete and total honesty where i want it. i dont need you to tell me how much i suck and how much everyone else is better then me irl.
i know that whole paragraph makes me sound like a whiney bitch.
try again?
bonjour, i'm rebecca. sometimes i think i'm pretty, mostly not though. im trying to lose weight but whateverrrr. i've lately come to the conclusion life's to short not to have fun.
so yeah
that's prettty much it, i will hopefully write tomorrow, even if i dont i dont think anyone will be heart broken...
xo